The flower

Of all the things i wished for,
Of all the world that i bought,
it was a flower that gave me peace,
and shed my burden of thoughts...

Zakhm

Main to boond tha sajoya,
main to sari raat soya,
sooraj ki halki roshani ne,
kuch waqt pehle jagaya,
phir jaane kha se kaise,
ek jhoka zor se jo meri daal ko yun cheda,
na jaane kab aur kaise main zameen pe aaya

abhi to main hara hun, abhi to main bhara hun,
bas thodi hi dur bikhra hua,
abhi uss ped se jhada hun.
har toote patte ki tarah meri bas ek hi aas hai,
aasman nahi to kewal ek daal ki pyaas hai,
pankh nahi to kewal ek sahare ki talash hai,
warna meri ye zindagi, bas ek sukhi laash hai.

An Epic Joke

A mother was working in the kitchen, listening to her five-year-old son playing with his new electric train in the living room. She heard the train stop & her son saying, "All of you bastards who want off, get the hell off
now, 'cause this is the last stop! And all of you bastards who are getting on, get your ass in the train, cause we're going down the tracks."
The horrified mother went in & told her son,"We don't use that kind of language in this house. Now I want you to go to your room & stay there for TWO HOURS. When you come out,you may play with your train, but I want you to use nice language."
Two hours later, the son came out of the bedroom & resumed playing with his train. Soon the train stopped & the mother heard her son say, "All passengers who are disembarking the train, please remember to take all of your belongings with you. We thank you for travelling with us today & hope your trip was a pleasant one." She hears the little boy continue, "For those of you just boarding, we ask you to stow all of your hand luggage under your seat. Remember, there is no smoking on the train. We hope you will have a pleasant and relaxing journey with us today."
 As the mother began to smile, the child added, "For those of you who are pissed off about the TWO HOUR delay, please see the fat bitch in the kitchen."

5 Fears that can Destroy an Artist (copied)

#1 Self-Doubt (What if I’m not good enough?)

This is probably the number one fear of any creative professional. After all, we are not creating necessities but luxuries for the most part. As much as our art enriches our life and the lives of others, it remains something that we (at least as consumers) could probably live without.
When money is tight, luxuries such as purchasing books, music, tickets to performances, and artwork are often the first to go. We are not doctors, teachers, or even farmers–we don’t create or provide a service that people can’t live without. As artists, we are well aware of this fact which only seems to fuel our sense of self-doubt. At times we can’t help but feel well. . . expendable

What if no one wants to buy my work?
The cure for self-doubt is surprisingly not success. The world is filled with famous and successful artists, writers, and musicians that are still riddled with depression and feelings of self-doubt. Unfortunately, for the majority of us, this is not something that ever completely goes away. Instead we have to find a way to live with this doubt and value the creative process as much as the work itself.

#2 I’m not original enough (someone else is doing it better)
While it may be true that all the great themes in art and literature have already been done before a thousand times over, it’s always possible to bring something entirely new to the process.
Let’s face it, writers and artists have been borrowing from their creative ancestors since there has been a thing called art. Even Shakespeare borrowed almost all of his work from other writers, but in the end, there is little question that he made them distinctively his own.

“Those who do not want to imitate anything, produce nothing.” ~Salvador Dali

Stop trying to constantly reinvent the wheel. Instead use it, learn from it, model it, and then create your own version of it. Don’t worry about being seen as an imitator. We have all learned our art from those who have come before us. Embrace it and create a version of it that is true for you.

#3 People won’t take me seriously as an artist

“Art is a hobby and not a real job”

“I’m afraid that my friends and family will be disappointed in me”

The truth is that your career as an artist is only as serious as you take it. Do you work at it as your “job” or do you only work at it occasionally as your “hobby”? How much work do you really put into it daily? If you were your boss, would you pay yourself for the effort that you are currently making?Having to deal with you friends and family (especially parents) can be particularly tough when it comes to them seeing you as a working artist. The bottom line however is that they will take you and your art as seriously as they see you taking it. In other words, if they see you putting in 10-15 hours day after day working not only on your art, but marketing your art as well, they will begin to see you as a “working artist” rather than just their kid who
does art.

#4 People will steal my work or my ideas

One of the biggest fears that artists have when I ask about them selling their work online is that they are afraid that people are going to steal their work or their ideas. While there’s no doubt this does happen, far too many artists are using this as an excuse to stay out of the online marketplace all together.
Yes, people steal ideas all the time. You do it, I do it, and every artist under the sun has done it at some point. We look for ideas that speak to us and then we use them to spark our imagination. We’re not talking about these people, however, we’re talking about the real thieves who simply take stuff off the internet and pass it off as their own.Although this is certainly a real problem, you also have to realize that these
artistic parasites are a very small minority of the online population. 98% of the people looking at your work online have no intent of stealing your work, they are simply enjoying it and maybe, just maybe, they might be interested in buying it.

#5 My work is never as good as I imagined it would be
No artist is ever completely satified with their work. Some pieces you will always like better than others but the pursuit of perfection is only a mirage that keeps you from moving on.

“Art is never finished, only abandoned.” ~Leonardo da Vinci

At some point, however, you have to let it go and move on. You have to accept the fact that even the greatest authors, composers, musicians, and artists were still unsatisfied with their masterpieces in some way. Perfection is an illusion that will eventually consume you if you let it. Think of each piece that you create as a stepping stone on a much longer journey. You will never get to the next stage of development as an artist unless you are willing to set that piece aside and move on to the next.

Just let it go.

Live your art

After Effects: Creating Fire by Trapcode Particular

My new creation.
Made in Adobe After Effect from following plugins
1. trapcode particular(by red giant software)
2. filter photo.
3. glow

Rise

Someday I might wake up in a house up on a cliff,

on the curtains of green above the rocks so stiff.

when the sparrows tweedle as the seagulls cry,

as the twilight’s sulk turns into a dawning fresh birth,

and golden meadows tends to sly,

as dust from heaven spread over the earth.

As I open my arms wide with a measured yawn,

and feel the air that passes on,

the message to wake up, to rise, to run,

as to rise as knight from the sleep of a pawn.

As I open my eyes more and more,

clearly I see the distant shore,

less the men, much the sand,

free as bird, away from the land.

Someday I might wake up from this dream,

the humble laughs and my subtle screams,

the morbid world of truths which lies,

on a torn emotions with broken seams.

One day when I will rise….

Soniyo : My first Song

link to song: Soniyo

please listen

So close yet so far

I ran far to find my ship,
the ship that sailed to the dreamy shore,
never did i sail, as i waited for the one,
only i ran, more and more...


The best idea is to implement it..don't think much.

The worse will be failure but if you don't start you will never win. Understand that patience is important only when understand the risks. Waiting too much never pays.

Integrated Applied Geology

Just a thought # 002

·         We grow innocent, are taught to become saints, mug-up to be strong and finally grow up to become a con in a mob.........creativity is forfeited for the sake of life that just doesn't exist

·         

Paradise

When shadows glow and silence cry,
blood worth water and tears so dry,
when the sacred dreams go dim and shy,
as burnt snow from a dormant sky.

I wish for a day with a brighter sun,
where happiness lies amidst the smiles,
and a whisper so sweet as a lullaby,
no one to peck , no one to pry,
the only truth among a million lies.

The maid

From hunger and distress,
when life is in a mess,
in a pale melancholy dress,
she faces the mistress.

She wipes and sweeps,
she sweats and weeps,
never warm and weak,
she works every week.

from suffering and pain,
as days let drain,
never uttered complain,
only tears to gain.

Wages not much,
but life is as such,
to feed the young ones,
she toils and runs.

from hunger and distress,
to another mistress,
i wonder from what she is made,
my wonderful maid.

Vedna

Ashant, wyakul, pathik ye mann,
uspar chanchal yah chali dhan,
maansal ango se wanchit tan,
kare sheet mein pallav sa kampan.

lekar agni ki madhur taap,
karta mann mein yah vilaap,
kab karenge panchio madhur gaan,
na le jaye yah chann har kar yeh pran.

hota nai waqt ka bodh,
aur wyarth kisipar karna krodh,
lekar agni se jeevan jwala,
peena ha ab veeshbhar pyala.

hogi subah, samay hoga mera,
aur dekhega kal ka savera,
niklunga jeevan path par akela,
aur khulega kismat ka mela.

Hua hai mujhko aatmagyan abhi,
kar karen na prakat vedna kabhi,
le seekh yah seekh jeevan mein sabhi,
daya ki bheek se shrama aaghat sahi

Just a thought # 001

Disasters to be dismantled,
destiny to be defined,
fortunes are to be called upon,
But life is confined

Main (hindi poetry)

prashana:

main annth hun ya shuruat
main satya hun ya vishwasghat,
main mithya ya vishwas,
main aah hun ya shwas.

main kal hun ya main aaj,
main kamzor hun yaa aagaz,
main pathar hoon ya phir taaj,
main swayam hun ya mohtaj.

main shant hun ya chanchal
main dhoop hun ya aanchal,
main shaam hun ya savera,
main marubhumi ya basera.


uttar:
main hun kaagaz ki kashti,
jo nahi mahangi hai nahi sasti,
na koi kinara,
bas bahti ek dhaara,
dhaara wo hai jeevan,
dhara mera prangan
jispar astitva mera,
mera basera